After a long time without showing up i come here very briefly to tell just one thing: “The drama of the life is the drama of the life”
Somethings do get better, others not, we all have our history, things we face that we face everyday until we die, even if it seem conquered. Well, i’m right now at this realization, most of what i have thought about might not ever come to truth, i might have to face the hardests trials until i die, and that could not be seen.
The drama of the life is not something you resolve in some months, one year, two years, three years, four years, fiver years… it stays with you throughout your entire life. Prepare yourself to that, realize this truth, feels so much better to live the reality instead of denying it.
I don’t know what you are going through but i know that you will probably face this throughout your entire life, be prepared, nobody said it was going to be easy, visualize your old aged self dying with this very problem, this is liberating.